Where do I even begin to explain the chaos and noise inside my brain? I’m at a loss for vocabulary, when mental illness attacks like a fortified adversary. For a long time, I have kept my voice silent, from fear that what harms me, may become more violent. But today I am going to explain to you, how this illness is so much more than just feeling blue. It kicks and it punches and is nothing but abuse; there’s no way to wave a white flag and call for a truce. But as you will soon hear, there is more to the story; this is not just about pain, but about God and his glory.